All I have to say about 4chan is, WTF.

e_e I got bored easily at that nonsense site,its better if I browsed for sexy hetalia pics through pixiv. Although its in Japanese and itll take a while to find what you want but at least you dont get greeted by rude comments and accusations. Them people should really study what exactly is a 'TROLL" before pointing to random people as one. Bad impression,4chan. Im dissapointed. You keep excellent pictures,by the way.

Anyway,on to myself. I saw a vacancy add for Escapade Sushi in FB and I was like "Oh yeah,cool! :) Get money for cosplay and stuffs" But sadly,I have no transportation whatsoever. Oh well. But I did apply for Jollibee in Serusop so.....hopefully Ill get a job before 8 February. Though honestly I have to say that I wont,but it wont hurt to have a part time job,ne? :3

Recently Ive got a lot of responses. Im really really happy to hear that Im not the only one who loves Hetalia. YEA YEA IM A HETALIA GROUPIE,SO BUGGER OFF. B/ Were even planning to have a Hetalia cosplay group,which I hope that itll be achieved. So...yeah,to sum it up I'll be America. <3

Cant wait!

Labels: cosplay, progress

You know that little post I made about my resolution being to cosplay as Yosuke Hanamura for the next devmeet in 2010? In my facebook,with a little heart next to it?

....Yeah,Im not sure if I can fulfill that man. 8/

I WANT to. But there is this other guy I want to cosplay too. Aiya,so typical of me. xD

I wonder who'll be the lucky guy I pick;



Yosuke Hanamura,



Or Alfred F. Jones...?

OR! I can cosplay both,but I have the little budget. ;w; Phooey,it sucks. Good luck,me. :)

Speaking of resolutions though, I havent start on the whole 'studying my ass off' thing but Im working on exercising. Lifting dumbells, crunches, jogging. Partly to lose weight,and to lose the excessive cholestrol in my skinny body. Ciao! :)

Labels: cosplay, progress

I'll work hard next year.

Banyakkan sembahyang dan doa.

I dont enjoy being a hermit. Nope,not enjoying it even a fuckin bit.

Labels: progress

I got tired of white and the fact that my blog is left-aligned, so I spent most of my two hours looking for some good skins cause Im not that awesome to make one myself/depend on blog templates.

And voila,new skin! I like the pinkness here :) and to make it more DEE-ish and personalized, I wasted three more hours finding the right pictures to suit my needs. Since its better than having to click on pictures of some chick I dont even know 8/ And that time I was reading a USA/UK doujinshi.

So now you know why this blog is now bombarded with the pairing. 8D;; [I find the pairing hot so shush.]

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Today I went with my mom to Tamu, my mom was bringing her friend for some flower shopping in which I was dragged along since she thinks staying indoors 24/7 is bad. I had to carry a hell-load of vases of flowers which was not fun at all B/ And my feet got blisters at that, stupid me to wear highheels...

After what I think an hour passed - after sending her friend home - we stop by at cousin's place, where being kept a many cats that may rival Tee's number. *aiya* I then started to question my allergy towards them felines since I have been snuggling on them for like what- 2 hours? 8/ I mean, Ive had experience where I sneezed uncontrollably because I was only NEAR to Tee's cats and not my cousin's?

Oooh,ooh! Check them out! 8'3


Arent they so cute?! ♥♥ I sacrificed my ass onto the tiled floor just to let them huddle up together like a kitty poodle. A cute kitty poodle.

I even cradle one of them to sleep without sneezing at all. 8D ........in the end,I did sneeze an hour later. Sad,right?

Right. So anyway,our last stop. Chong Hock.

There were only two left so I bought one. Its a pity that tehres no black left, and whats more pitiful is that its a possibility that CH might not be able to sell these again. Oh well, I like it my brother likes it. :)

Labels: family, progress, update

Okay. So pictures say; IM JOBLESS.

Yes thats right. I quitted my job three days ago and after arguing with myself (while hunting for a part-time job),I decided to revive my blog once again. Still I dont have any motivations to be a blogger like I used to be. But anyway for today I'll trace back on whats going on last month (after my mom's birthday that is).

I 'booked' my place in ITB. That is,if I STILL dont have what it takes to snag a scholarship overseas after my retake exams. Courses Im pursuing; Management Science or Accounting & Finance. To be frank, any courses that strictly involves Maths. =D

Lots of not-work related problems happening at the workplace,and I happen to be thrown in it. =.= I could've just mind my own business and stare at the multicolour fabrics and tudongs but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

I am addicted to Junjou Romantica!
Junjou Romantica (Romantic Pairing) = ROFLROFLROFL!!
Junjou Terrorist (Terrorist Pairing) = SHINOBU IS A MANLY LOVE NINJA,BELIEVE IT!
Junjou Egoist (Egoist Pairing) = KYAAAAAAAAA!!!! MY ULTIMATE FAV! The scene in the library made me cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! PURE RABU RABU!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥



Very few family problems, which is good. Although other related business needs to be taken care off. Pfft.



Last but not least, as of 14Feb, Im officially seeing someone. =3
He gave me a frog (who I dubbed Naruto!) and I gave him a cheesecake (who he dubbed me his cheesecake).


BUT I WILL STILL LOVE YAOI NO MATTER WHAT. *gets bricked by unknown force*

Labels: progress

Not that I like being cheesy and all, but somehow the idea of Naruto's morals and learnings populated my brain during these two days.


I promised myself not to frown and not imagine how wonderful it would be to be swallowed by the deep Pacific Ocean than to witness the very alphabets of my results. Yet it was inevitable today that a couple of things cheered me up.

I was having fun with a humorous bunch at work; workers and customers alike. So much that I almost entirely forgot about the sad news last night. Even the boss was........oddly friendly, I must say.

Although my mom and my bro were obviously not merry to see my results, they gave me words of encouragement that made me boost my confidence in retaking the exams again. Oh yes, Im retaking.

A little bond forming amongst organized library books and laptops. The more I am reminded of the simple yet sentimental moment gave me more strive to retake, get better grades and fly off to UK.

During my break, I was browsing through my mobile to my blog when I read the latest message in my CBOX. "Hi biatch I love you but eff j00 and let's do our best <3"Despite the *cough* sweet nickname she gave me, I couldnt help but think that there is always hope and dont give up. And yes, lets do our best. =3

Still hogging on my mobile, I accessed to Jes' blog only to find her new post regarding her decisionmaking and who wouldve thought - cosplay. And its a funnily cracked response to my previous post. Just reading her ranting through short forms and caps lock made me laugh everytime. Not to mention that thinking of cosplay ALWAYS brings me to a better mood.

And recently, I called Tee just to discuss what we're planning to do since the results are out. Serious talking - oh yes we were, then suddenly she mentioned my grades. She was misunderstood all this time! LOL. Sure it fits my name but not in that sense.

Her idea of my grades: D E E C

My real grades : D D D C (yeahh,its about time I bare it all)

I mean, sure it fits my name. But I only say that because it keeps repeating my name,not spelling my name. Then again, its partly my fault. Its obvious my english is failing. -____-"

Well anyways, tomorrow Ill be going to the MOE Department. Mom said that her friend is waiting for me to interview about my results and future planning. Im not too sure whats going on, but as long as it gets me to boost my grades then so be it.

Labels: naruto, progress

So my results are out. How fitting, loike ohemjee it totally fits my name.

But anyways, ALHAMDULILLAH. At least I got a passing grade. *smiles awkwardly*

Edit: Now that my results are out, I have no idea what to do next. Take the exams again? Go to UBD? Hmmm.

But Im still going to the UK Exhibition,no matter what! XD

Labels: progress

As of today, my workplace will be switched to somewhere close to my residence. So I wont be loitering with my mobile and windowshopping for new PS2 games working at the mall like I used to. As loyal to the contract, I guess I have to accept what the boss orders me to and say goodbye to my bestie Tee who Ive been seeing for like everyday. Im gonna miss my bully toy fwen T.T

But then the good thing is that we both can take dayoff at the same day, cause workers in the same branch cant take the same dayoffs. And I wont have to see that certain person whos been wasting my money for her teh tarik and oranges. XD Plus there is a wholesale shop right beside my work area, useful if I need more dummy head and head/dress decorations.

My new workplace will be 5 times bigger than at the mall, all the more colorful that it hurts my eyes (which is why Im wearing dull colors right now) and I dont need to search for stocks. So my job is to guard the designated area, cut, fold, display and more importantly, NO "angan-angan".

...........cause I was told that there will be.....things loitering around every night.



Kewl,aint it? Ehehehehehehehehehe-hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Labels: mall, progress

Dear readers,

Labels: hiatus, mall, progress

Got tagged by Fie. A shot before I kissed my lappy goodbye and off to Mall I go.

Picture Meme:

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2) Dont change your clothes, dont fix your hair, just take a picture.
3) Post that picture without editing.
4) Post these intructions with your picture.
5) Tag 5 people to this.

Tagged baits:
1) Fai
2) Tee
3) Yatii
4) Elly
5) *Anyone interested*

Labels: boredom, post interview, progress

DEE IS SPEECHLESS BY THESE SERIES TURN OF EVENTS. and to think it happened during Ramadhan LOL.

I flunked my mock exams,like BADLY. The only passing mark I managed was a D for my David Copperfield, but combining it with my sucky results for King Lear and Top Girls makes it a U or E -- the point is I need to work extra uberhard if I wanted so bad to go to UK. Time is fast, I had to realise this. Thinking of this makes me sad........

But anyway,I didnt have the chance to post any updates due to sucky connection and the fact Im vulnerable to rain that it makes me weak. But by persuasion, I forced myself to post at least one update for today. Besides, what can a weak-legged person such as myself would do to kill time at 2 in the morning?

Lately especially in LT 11, theres been a topic about a cosplay event which will be held on December. The population of cosplayers in Brunei are rather slim and the idea of introducing the world of cosplay is risky in a way,nevertheless Im really looking forward to this event. Oh,there's going to be a cosplay skit as well,but Im not really sure if Im that creative enough to perform a skit since Im still new in these kind of things. -_-"

For more information just visit JESLYN'S OR NANA'S BLOG. ^^

So far Ive narrowed it down to two characters [one from an anime and one from a game] of the opposite sex,making it quite tricky for me to decide. BUT DEFINITELY NO KALLEN STADFELD!



If Im lucky enough,I may be able to make my Zanpakuto as well. IF I decided to do Hinamori-chan. XD

In school: as usual.

Finally.

Because I get to hang out with my girlfriends after 2 weeks of no contact. However it seems that we're getting lazier in our academic life for some reason -- and no,its not the end of world. Like for example yesterday, Jee who is always abide by the rules actually SKIPPED her GP class with the help of her classmates persuasion. And believe me, she is not one who is easily influenced by mere words [or actions LOL] And I, instead of studying my ass off like right now, is still glued to her internet-accessed laptop, and is still reading/watching/downloading YAOI [which is arguably the EWWW-est and the ARGHHH-est topic ever mention by man XD]

WE STILL RABU YOU THIS MUCH. [despite all your efforts of scaring the craps out of us]

Labels: cosplay, crack, friends, progress

So I cried manlyManly tears when I found out about my AS results. HOW COME I GOT LOW GRADES FOR MATHS NYUUUU! ITS MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT NYUUU!

Labels: progress

I'M TROUBLED. In life, relationship-crisis, identity....and physical conditions too.

Despite all that, I will always be nice enough to let people cheer me up.

Labels: progress

most of the times i find the MD library a place of PEACE and TRANQUILITY and you can almost sleep in there for hours-as long as you have a book with you,then you wont be kicked out. XD it brings a blissful smile in my face just to see the library has only a lesser few people. i could just bring my lappy along,happily internet-ing (seriously,i need a word for this) and with my trusted HEADSET (i soooo want Minato's !!),i would lovingly listen to the verry-very-bery sexy Gackt and his godlike voice.

but NOOOOO,people had to be swarming left and right-up and down-through and under. sudah tah di dalam library,apatah lagi OUTSIDE. sorry people, as much as i welcome you into this school,you're just freaking annoying....just like we were last year. HAHA. so this must be how our seniors felt. i *SO* miss the earlier months when i can even get up at 7 and will still be early. but now,i have to get up at freaking 4! XD

compared to last year, i made an obvious improvement in my studies so far. and guess what?? i finally passed my SOCIOLOGY assignment! without my friends' help! HEHHE. weird to be happy about,but c'mon i deserve the right to be annoyingly bouncy after the hard effort on that assignment.

i'm beginning to be more open during e.literature,much to my classmates' surprise. one time a classmate came up to me and said,"...ever since this girl's like talking more and more (giving out ideas and such),i was like 'is this a new girl or something?'" o_0 hahahaha. cant forget that. but seriously,i find all my classmates in this class quite......intimidating. and because of this,i was able to voice out anyyyy arguments on regards to a topic.

and EAS,perhaps its because of the parent-teacher meeting,i had to struggle to be more 'talkative,but mature-looking and adult at the same time'. although my teacher said i was a good student when it comes to creativity writing and argumentative debate,she cant say the same for my behavior inside the class. and my work ha started to improve bits by bits too. (glees cheerfully,then suddenly realize that she's still inside the library)

MATHS:....cant say much. which is ironic,because this is like my favourite subject. sometimes i RULE,sometimes i FLUNK. thats all i can say. XD

Labels: juniors, progress