here. Call me
, and I like raving bunnies. Waiting for enrollment in
in the house or whatever along the line.
I enjoy having snacks, chocolates and PS2 beside me so yeah, its unhealthy. But if you buy me
. Current hobbies mostly involve my
. Which means
youll probably find me hogging up
and yeah Im that slob to list more. Im getting a hang of
these days, and youll like totally win a free cookie if you can guess which anime Im obsessed in rp-ing. Is pursuing
Im.....not that good in describing my personality. Lets just say I dont like to sulk a lot,and I have a lot to learn in life.
. =w=
, disgusted, offended and negative-ness but Im a sucker for these and its my blog fosho'.
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title: filth in the beauty
Posted on : Tuesday, December 9, 2008 @ 6:52 PM
TAGGED BY YATII.☠ What is the most important things in your life?
- believe in God. Family. Friends. Faith.
☠ What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
- Pizza.
☠ Where do you wish to get married?
- if money is not a problem,Japan. Otherwise,my home in Brunei.
☠ How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
- the age when I am married.
☠ Are you in love?
- Yes.
☠ Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
- Kayu.
☠ Name the latest book you bought?
- The Memoirs of a Geisha
☠ What is your full name?
- Nur Khadijah Ismail
☠ Name the person you wish to meet in real life or the first time?
-



☠ Christina or Britney?
- *crickets playing in the background* Nyeeh.
☠ Do you do your own laundry?
- I do my family's laundry.
☠ The most exciting place you wanna go?
- Japan. New Zealand. USA.
☠ Hugs or kisses?
- Yes,please.
☠ 8 things I am passionate about..
- Cosplay. Anime. My sofa. My laptop, Karameru. English Literature. Mathematics. YAOI.
☠ 8 things I say too often..
- .....yakah? Mmmbah. Bodoh. Im hungry. YAOI. Moo.
☠ 8 books i've read recently..
- David Copperfield. Mills on the Floss. Chicken Soup. University of Sheffield's guide book. Memoirs of a Geisha. + mangas from OneManga.
☠ 8 songs I could listen to over and over again..
- Jesus / Gackt.
- Michiyuki / Hikida Kaori.
- Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni / Eiko Shimamiya
- Closer / Joe Inoue
- Do you want to / Franz ferdinand
- Eternal / OnOff
- Rebirthing / Skillet
- Get Low / Lil Jon
☠ 8 things I learned last year..
- no matter what; families are your top priority
- romantic relationships are weird (no offence ^__^")
- some people are so shallow that they even flirt with anyone who is hot on two legs.........still
- society has corrupted the children's life
- take the risk, learn a lesson and live on with life
- childhood memories stick like glue
- relationships come and go, but friendships are for life
- if people spams you, ignore them. Comebacks wont help, let them have fun.
TAGGED BY WINNIE
1. What do you want most for the time being?
- Friends. Money.
2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
- Looking for ways to have fun
3. What is your 1 regret in life?
- Not being a 'feminine' daughter
4. Who inspires you?
- My sister. ^^
5. Tell me something I don't know about your family background.
- (respect one's privacy,puhhleazz)
6.What would u do if today is the last day that you would live this current life of yours because tomorrow you are going to live a totally different life?
- Do the same goddamn thing I always do for the past 18 years.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- Love
8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
- Stretching
9. If you can get out of your current life circumstance, would you?
- Run.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- Possess cute cheeks that makes you wanna squish it out
- Passionate on dancing
- ..........has lots of nail colorings. (if only theres some way that I can steal them...)
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- tolerance
12. What's your favourite dessert(s)?
- Cheesecakes
13. What is your ambition?
- Profession in Maths (with cosplaying as a freelance career)
14. Describe your life in one word.
- nostalgic
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- happy
16. If you have a chance, where would you like to further your study with scholarships?
- Japan or London.
17. Who is the person/people that you can share all your problems with?
- Myself. I dont want to trouble them.
18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- I HAS BIGGER BOOBS Probably in some professional work or something along that line.
19. Who do you think is the coolest person, for now?
- Everyone. Each is unique in their own way.
20. What kind of dance do you like?
- Waltz.chool activities.Labels: post interview
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title: bad kids go to museum and rearrange the word '-SAPIEN' into a...
Posted on : Monday, December 1, 2008 @ 9:34 PM
I HAS A FACEBOOK--WOOT! And I will no longer have music for my blog--its not that I hated the FRIENDS theme song,I just found it rather annoying when the music just blasted to my ears so suddenly when I'm enjoying myself reading my own posts.
Im hella tired. And while Im stalking everyone's blogs just to get my hands on any of the
Saturday Night's Prom pictures,I might as well do this. Yes,another tagged post....thing.
*dodges bullets*+++++++++
"The rules are simple. Use GOOGLE IMAGES to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people ."
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title: sandcastles
Posted on : Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 10:50 AM
Got tagged by Fie. A shot before I kissed my lappy goodbye and off to Mall I go.
Picture Meme:1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2) Dont change your clothes, dont fix your hair, just take a picture.
3) Post that picture without editing.
4) Post these intructions with your picture.
5) Tag 5 people to this.
Tagged baits:1) Fai
2) Tee
3) Yatii
4) Elly
5)
*Anyone interested*-----------------------------------
I kinda enjoyed doing the E.Lit exam yesterday, although the cold room condition left my handwriting in an inunderstandable mess. I think I wrote too much for my King Lear and David Copperfield. ._."
Two more papers to go. Then the world can be good again. (now why does that sound wrong?)
17.11.2008 - English Literature 6 : Top Girls, The Guide
21.11.2008 - Sociology 3 : Crime, Family & Households, Religion, Education
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title: sont guce up! [DEE VERSION]
Posted on : Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 4:56 AM
Starting time: 4.55 am
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Name: Nur Khadijah
Sisters: Nuramal Hafezarina
Shoe size: 38-39, 7-8
Height: 5+ft
Where do you live: Sengkurong
Favourite drinks: Iced Milo
Favourite breakfast: Koko Crunch or Honey Stars
Have you ever been on a plane?
- Yes
Swam in the ocean?
- .....you really hate me that much,do you?
Fallen asleep at school?
- does during classes count? XD
Broken someone's heart?
- unfortunately, yes.
Fell off your chair?
- oh yes. REAL FUN.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
- i cant recall. -_-"
Saved e-mails?
- Hai. ^^
What is your room like?
- messy. I think I saw two hangers under my bed....
What's right beside you?
- bunch of unfolded clothes.
What is the last thing you ate?
- maggi asam laksa with telor
Ever had chicken pox?
- when i was 8. full stop.
Sore throat?
- when i was sick.
Stitches?
- no.
Broken nose?
- hell no.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
- i still dont fully understand that concept lol.
Like picnics?
- yes yes yes. ^^
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with?
- Tee. WE WERE PRACTICING FOR PROM OKAY.
Last made you smile?
- Tee's blog.
You last yelled at?
- Yazin. WILL YOU STOP LAUGHING ALREADY.
[Today did you:]
Talk to someone you like: yesh. <3>
Kissed anyone: Aint gonna happen. Because.
Get sick: hopefully not today.
Talk to an ex: nahh.
Miss someone: *nods nods*
Eat: sahur.
Best feeling in the world: Nostalgic. Loved.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: a blue star plushie. XD
What's under your bed: hangers. NOW HOW THE HELL THEY GET UNDER THERE.
Who do you really hate: i find that kinds of stuffs pointless. unless im a masochist. XD
What time is it now?: 5.20 am.
[Random:]
Is there a person who is on your mind now?
- <3>Do you have any siblings?
- two. one passed away. ^^
Do you want children?
- not now. HAHA.
Do you smile often?
- of course.
Do you like your hand-writing?
- to an extent
Are your toe nails painted?
- no
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
- my mom's. ITS HUGE! XD
What color shirt are you wearing now?
- dark blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday?
- youtube-ing
When did you cry last?
- wednesday
Are you a friendly person?
- I am claimed to be an extrovert....? XD
Do you have any pets?
- do humans count? LOL.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
- somewhere around my area
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
- Les Rabu.
Do you sleep with the TV on?
- sometimes.
What are you doing right now?
- this? XD
Have you ever crawled through a window?
- i cant recall,really.
Can you handle the truth?
- yes.
Are you too forgiving?
- yesh
Are you closer to your mother or father?
- both
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- ...........Pengu.
How many people can you say you've really loved?
- HIM.
Do you eat healthy?
- are cakes healthy..? no? damn. -_-"
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
- nahh
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
- recently yes
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
- uhhh. no one. i sulk.......like OMG.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
- LOUD!!!!!
Are you confident?
- am trying to break the habit. ^^
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
running like a lunatic. smiling for no reason. crying. drinking milk bottles. mimicing the power rangers.
5 things on my to-do list today:
revise. pray. sungkai. updating blog. chat.
5 snacks I enjoy:
cheesecake. ruffles. koko crunch. mee goreng. luxury crackers.
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
Japan,baybehh. Cosplay 24/7. Own custom-made clothes. Donate. Support family & friends. ^^
5 of my bad habits:
lazy. stuborn. over-confident. easily influenced. likes YAOI?
5 places I have lived in:
An apartment in England. Bengkurong. Kilanas. Sengkurong. full stop. XD
5 jobs I've had:
daughter. sister. kitchen & laundry home maid. student. girlfriend <3>
5 people I tag:
Fie,Faizah, Arashi, Elly, Yatii,
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title: I AM A FLY IN YOUR SOUP,WHEN ITS SO EASY BEING EVIL
Posted on : Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 6:15 PM
I got tagged, so I'm obliged to attend with this....interview. XD
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The rules:
1.State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2.The 10 people I tag are then to follow and write their own 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts.
3.Most importantly, NO TAGBACKS.
1)
I do not like DORAEMON - as far as I've heard, that well-known anime is loved not only by the kids, but also by those teens who missed the good ol' childhood days, PARTLY BECAUSE OF ITS SUPA-KAWAII-NESS AND ITS ZOMG GADGETS. ----I AM NOT ONE OF THEM. When asked why, I could only say this;
'...It promotes laziness...? And the gadgets are lame...? ...the dubbing...?'
ohmygoodness DEE, THAT IS SO NOT CUTE.2)
Fish is my most favourite food,
but I am mortifyingly
scared to those fishes looking oh-so-happy and
alive in their own cozy wet home. It
almost swallow my finger whole once when I was a child, so moments when the fish opens its mouth is the moment
I screamed bloody murder.
3)
I love COSPLAY, but is yet financially and physically able to do so. So there are like many, many characters that I am planning to do if I were able--plus the many animes that I have not watched.
Until then, I wont call myself a blooming cosplayer.
4)
GLOMP is my gesture of friendship and RABU-RABU! Humans or objects are
not matters I should be concerned about LOL.
5) I was introduced to the world of XXX when I was thirteen.....and you havent even read my story of how the hell did that happen.
: It was by accident,really. It all began in fanfiction.net, when I was planning to read the latest SASUKE X SAKURA fanfic. A certain fanfic called 'Schon' intrigued me to read it (plus the reviews were almost 200 for only two chapters).......years after that, I approached my friend about this and asked something like "What.....finger.....grope......THRUST?"
.......a smack in the head for me.6)
I tend to imagine myself living in the Anime-world, where fantasy is a reality. - Will I have strikingly
coloured hair and big eyes? Will I have
a stereotypical love story in my life? Will I have those
popping veins and possess
a humongous hammer (that appeared out of nowhere) to punish my friends comically?

Will I turn into a
chibi when funny moments happened?
7)
Due to my crazy love for YAOI, I always had high hopes there will be at least man-slash in my college school, Maktab Duli. Or the Mall. Or Yayasan. Or in the latest movies. ,,,,,OR--
....in other words, I need to witness Yaoi every friggin day. XD
*stabs self*
NOTE: I still love heterosexual couplings too,you know. My love for gay doesnt conclude that I am gay as well LOL.
7) POWER RANGERS = MY CHILDHOOD HEROES DESU!! And no, I will not watch those latest seasons, where the Mechas and even the Morphs made me go 'WADAPAK IS THAT?' The very original Power Rangers will forever stay as my favourite Power Rangers; YES IM TALKING TO YOU,BILLY! XD
8) I sleep with lights OPEN. If it werent for that stupid Bruneian ghost show that traumatized me eversince I was in Form 2....... *endless cursing* Lesson learned: Never exploit horror scenes to young ages.
9) In conversations with friends, theres never a moment where I dont confuse myself OR the people around me with what I said. Just yesterday, Jee and I were talking about the consequence of smoking and I just blurted out; "SO THAT'S HOW DOCTORS DETERMINE OUR GENDER!"
.....another smack in the head for me.
10) I claim myself to be a HYPOCRITE. I had a change of personality depending on the people I'm with; uses of language, tone of voice, level of behaviour. Using my knowledge in Sociology, its normal to do so since it'll be easier to blend in the many different societies youre in. But this motto kinda clashes in:
"JUST BE YOURSELF." In either way I will still retain my loud and hyperactive nature eventually. XD
11) I always ask my mom which hair length looks good on me; long OR short, in which the answer is always 'ENTAH'. My friends says that short hair looks better on me, because it shows off my hyperactive, fun persona and it makes my cheeks chubbier...? Some of my friends say that long hair looks better on me, because it goes with my sense of fashion and its suitable with the shape of my face and eyes. [Thus the question remains unanswered]
12) Speaking of which, I have a somewhat weird taste for fashion. I always buy clothes that has something related to 'formality' and 'elegance' -- and has frills and shreds. Even in a normal/short outing, I prefer not to use a t-shirt or something similar to that. My friends often wonder what kind of clothes I will wear in a VERY FORMAL OUTING......
13) I HAVE WEAK BONES. And so, I suffered a lot from sudden cramps--in sleep,usually. Why? Simply because I dont drink milk. Hmm, you may call me a bit fragile, I suppose.
14) I'd rather not sit in cross-legged even in formal occasion. So when you encounter me, dont be surprised when seeing me in a froggie postion (or something not cross-legged, if I'm too embarrassed to do the froggie) Oh, froggie style is kinda opposite to cross-legged; its when your legs is flipped to the outside rather than to the inside.
15) .....I sneezed---like a MOUSE. Or so my friends say.
TAGGED PEOPLE: You, Kau, Anatawa,........and the other seven.
Labels: boredom, Chibi, cosplay, dresses, gay, hair, post interview
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title: treat the biatches with rainbow-coloured bowling balls
Posted on : Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 7:48 AM
If I were a month I would be:JulyIf I were a day of the week I would be:Monday, the day that everyone hates. *smirksIf I were a time of day I would be:Night, I shall sparkle.If I were a planet I would be:Pluto. So far away that it gives me the heebeejeebees.If I were a sea animal I would be:Dolphins.If I were a direction I would be:North-EastIf I were a piece of furniture I would be:BookshelfIf I were a sin I would be:GreedIf I were an emotion I would be:IndifferentIf I were a liquid I would be:Crystal Clear Drinkable Healthy WaterIf I were a stone, I would be:Ruby. The redness is just too breathtaking. ^^If I were a tree, I would be:Cherry Blossom TreeIf I were a bird, I would be:...PenguinIf I were a tool, I would be:Electric NeedleIf I were a flower/plant, I would be:SakuraIf I were a kind of weather, I would be:Cold 'Autumn-ish' .....weather.If I were a mythical creature, I would be:ElfIf I were a musical instrument, I would be:FluteIf I were an animal, I would be:LionIf I were a color, I would be:Orange. Cause I just love orange desu. ^^If I were an action, I would be:Martial ArtsIf I were a vegetable, I would be:Kailan - the crunchier the betterIf I were a sound, I would be:Powerfully Loud If I were an element I would be:Helium. I can make shit out of your voice. XDIf I were a car, I would be:BeetleIf I were a song, I would be:Last SongIf I were a movie, I would be directed by:Gackt CamuiIf I were a book, I would be written by:
As long as I am famous, anyone would be fine
If I were an article of clothing, I would be:One-piece dressesIf I were a food, I would be:RamenIf I were a place, I would be:BeachIf I were a material, I would be:SatinIf I were a taste, I would be:SweetIf I were a scent, I would be:ApplesIf I were a word, I would be:HypocriteIf I were a body part I would be:WaistIf I were a facial expression I would be:SmileyIf I were a subject in school I would be:Japanese LanguageIf I were a cartoon character I would be:DeeDee. For an obvious reason. XDIf I were a shape I would be a/an:Triangle.If I were a number I would be:Three / 3Labels: post interview
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title: morbid confessions of a hammer weilding ninja
Posted on : Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 12:43 AM
1. How am I feeling today?
- SEIIPAI NO SAYONARA2. Where will I get married?
- UNSPEAKABLE3. What is my best friend's theme song?
- SPIRIT DREAMS INSIDE4. What is high school like?
- I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDIES i dont remember being a delinquent,ne5. What is the best thing about me?
- DO SOMETHING6. How is today going to be?
- FRAGRANCE7. What is in store for this weekend?
- CELEBRATION (my birthday!! =D)8. What song describes my parents?
- GOOD MORNING HYDE ! (*loss at words*)9. How is my life going?
- PRIDE OF TOMORROW10. What song will they play at my funeral?
- AWAKING EMOTION11. How does the world see me?
- BLEED IT OUT12. What do my friends really think of me?
- PAPA LAPPED A PAP LOPPED13. Do people secretly lust after me?
- AMAZING (is that supposed to be boastful or sarcastic..?)14. How can I make myself happy?
- FILTHY / GORGEOUS (YOU DID NOT JUST READ THAT!)15. What should I do with my life?
- BLACK ROSE (yes, Im going LOLITA baybehh!)16. Will I ever have children?
- BECAUSE OF YOU (oh shi-!)17. What is some good advice?
- ANTHEM OF OUR DYING DAY18. What do I think my current theme song is?
- BEAST OF BLOOD19. What does everyone else think about my current life?
- AND I LOVE YOU20. What type of women/men do you like?
- VANILLA (ohh....m-myyy)21. Will you get married?
- IF EVERYONE CARED (*stabs self*)22. What should I do with my love life?
- FILTH IN THE BEAUTY23. Where will you live?
- SANCTUARY24. What will your dying words be?
- URSULA'S REVENGE (*tries to revive self pathetically*)25. When I meet a guy/girl for the first time I say...
- SAKURA26. When my parents are angry I say...
- SECRET GARDEN
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And I tagged : TEE, EEZ, AMAL
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title: do not trust tehh runaway freaks of tehh dungeooon!!
Posted on : @ 12:25 AM
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.4. Tag three people.---
Crazy playlist is ON!IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
- CHA CHA SLIDE !HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- STRICKENWHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- SWIM THIS WAY wait that sounds wrong.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- BEAUTIFUL WORLDWHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- CAZADOR DEL AMOR
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- PEACH (whut XD)WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- CHANGE THE WORLD (...*pressurized*...)WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
- PRECIOUS ROSE (perfecto!)WHAT IS 2 + 2?
- RIGHT BEFORE YOUR EYES (hahaha)WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- MA CHE'RIEWHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- HEAVENWHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- HARE HARE YUKAI! (am i that insane)WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- SUPERSTAR (*coughs*)WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- THE SPEED OF FLOWWHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- FUTURE AT MY HANDSWHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- MY HEART DRAWS A DREAMWHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- 'do not trust tehh runaway freaks of tehh dungeooon!!'
[to be continued...]
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title: the interview between a friggin blog and the fourth letter
Posted on : Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 8:29 PM
1. What disappoints you the most?
- failure & forgetting the important.
2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
- Japan. Then Phillipines. Then New Zealand.
3. What's your favourite thing to do?
- taking a daily dose of Internet and dates.
4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
- to an extent.
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be
- to be financially successful.
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- absolutely NO.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- love.
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- save some,send some,donate some.
9. When you're single and you saw someone who caught your attention, would you make a move?
- just a stare will do.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
- a reliable friend that stays with me thick & thin
- beautiful; inside & outside
- easy to be played with. XD
11. What makes you happy?
- the rabu-rabu people and the constant imaginative world I created in my mind.
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
- despicable.
13. What is your ambition?
- professor of Literature / Teacher
14. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
- superhuman strength.
15. Ever think of having a serious relationship with the person who tagged you? Why?
- the hell.
16. If you were a car/bike what would it be?
- car.
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
- the submissive side of me
18. What music have you been listening to recently?
- J-Pop, J-Rock & Anime soundtracks
19. What is your least favourite animal?
- lizards
20. What would your dream date be like?
- be cozy with each other
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