Yo,blogger of Toy Soldiers here. Call me DEE, and I like raving bunnies. Waiting for enrollment in Laksmana College so right now Im like- what - a HERMIT in the house or whatever along the line.
I enjoy having snacks, chocolates and PS2 beside me so yeah, its unhealthy. But if you buy me CHEESECAKES, youre a saint with epic Sephiroth wings. Current hobbies mostly involve my laptop. Which means
youll probably find me hogging up facebook, youtube, blogspot, deviantart, fanfiction, aarinfantasy, onemanga and yeah Im that slob to list more. Im getting a hang of ROLEPLAYING
these days, and youll like totally win a free cookie if you can guess which anime Im obsessed in rp-ing. Is pursuing cosplay.
Im.....not that good in describing my personality. Lets just say I dont like to sulk a lot,and I have a lot to learn in life. I dont think I act my age at all Bummer.
Sense of fashion: T-shirts Tight Jeans Miniskirts Sleeveless Short Shorts ARE A NO-NOThough there may be times I have to wear such blasphemys out of will I say yes to BOOTS ♥ Theyre freakin awesome.
But not as awesome as YAOI. =w= *SHOT*
For the images below youd probably go WHATISTHISIDONTEVEN-, disgusted, offended and negative-ness but Im a sucker for these and its my blog fosho'. Am I right or am I right? B3
☮ title: clover's final cheer Posted on : Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 8:28 PM
CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL YEAR 11 STUDENTS OF SERI MULIA SERJANA HIGH SCHOOL!
........as well as the other high school graduates around the world!
GRADUATION PROM,HERE WE COME!
Pictures will be posted soon,and this blog will be edited again. As soon as I bribe my friends for those pictures.
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Now that the exams are over and the world is good again, I can finally watch Vampire Knight Guilty as I had planned like what,a MONTH ago? And so,I have finished watching ALL episodes and now waiting for the next episode to come out. [from what I read in Wikipedia, its gonna be out tomorrow]
I'm sooooooooooooooooo gonna sue Matsuri Hino.........for hanging us waiting oh-so-graciously for the next volume to come out. ._.
Not only was I happy that I can get to watch the anime, without any inteference from parents/schoolworks/housechores, I practically floored when I saw the 'Zero-biting-Kaname-scene" again. Not to mention the bloody scenery (I could've sworn that they did it in the bathroom), I was in a complete 'FANGASM' mode. YAOI,BAYYBEHH!
...........I wonder if there will be a "Zero-biting-Ichiru-scene"? Ahh,dreams.
I just realized something. ZERO IS AN UKE.
It was Yuuki who forced Zero to drink his blood to save his sanity. It was Kaname who forced Zero to drink his blood...'for Yuuki'. It was Kaname again who made Zero bite him.
..........and then theres............*crackles*.........who did............*shizzles*........much to his......*fades away*........
☮ title: I AM A FLY IN YOUR SOUP,WHEN ITS SO EASY BEING EVIL Posted on : Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 6:15 PM
I got tagged, so I'm obliged to attend with this....interview. XD
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The rules: 1.State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. 2.The 10 people I tag are then to follow and write their own 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts. 3.Most importantly, NO TAGBACKS.
1) I do not like DORAEMON- as far as I've heard, that well-known anime is loved not only by the kids, but also by those teens who missed the good ol' childhood days, PARTLY BECAUSE OF ITS SUPA-KAWAII-NESS AND ITS ZOMG GADGETS. ----I AM NOT ONE OF THEM. When asked why, I could only say this; '...It promotes laziness...? And the gadgets are lame...? ...the dubbing...?' ohmygoodness DEE, THAT IS SO NOT CUTE.
2) Fish is my most favourite food, but I am mortifyingly scaredto those fishes looking oh-so-happy and alive in their own cozy wet home. It almost swallow my finger whole once when I was a child, so moments when the fish opens its mouth is the moment I screamed bloody murder.
3) I love COSPLAY, but is yet financially and physically able to do so. So there are like many, many characters that I am planning to do if I were able--plus the many animes that I have not watched. Until then, I wont call myself a blooming cosplayer.
4) GLOMP is my gesture of friendship and RABU-RABU! Humans or objects are not matters I should be concerned about LOL.
5) I was introduced to the world of XXX when I was thirteen.....and you havent even read my story of how the hell did that happen.
: It was by accident,really. It all began in fanfiction.net, when I was planning to read the latest SASUKE X SAKURA fanfic. A certain fanfic called 'Schon' intrigued me to read it (plus the reviews were almost 200 for only two chapters).......years after that, I approached my friend about this and asked something like "What.....finger.....grope......THRUST?"
.......a smack in the head for me.
6) I tend to imagine myself living in the Anime-world, where fantasy is a reality. - Will I have strikingly coloured hair and big eyes? Will I have a stereotypical love story in my life? Will I have those popping veins and possess a humongous hammer (that appeared out of nowhere) to punish my friends comically? Will I turn into a chibi when funny moments happened?
7) Due to my crazy love for YAOI, I always had high hopes there will be at least man-slash in my college school, Maktab Duli. Or the Mall. Or Yayasan. Or in the latest movies. ,,,,,OR--
....in other words, I need to witness Yaoi every friggin day. XD
*stabs self*
NOTE: I still love heterosexual couplings too,you know. My love for gay doesnt conclude that I am gay as well LOL.
7) POWER RANGERS = MY CHILDHOOD HEROES DESU!! And no, I will not watch those latest seasons, where the Mechas and even the Morphs made me go 'WADAPAK IS THAT?' The very original Power Rangers will forever stay as my favourite Power Rangers; YES IM TALKING TO YOU,BILLY! XD
8) I sleep with lights OPEN. If it werent for that stupid Bruneian ghost show that traumatized me eversince I was in Form 2....... *endless cursing* Lesson learned: Never exploit horror scenes to young ages.
9) In conversations with friends, theres never a moment where I dont confuse myself OR the people around me with what I said. Just yesterday, Jee and I were talking about the consequence of smoking and I just blurted out; "SO THAT'S HOW DOCTORS DETERMINE OUR GENDER!"
.....another smack in the head for me.
10) I claim myself to be a HYPOCRITE. I had a change of personality depending on the people I'm with; uses of language, tone of voice, level of behaviour. Using my knowledge in Sociology, its normal to do so since it'll be easier to blend in the many different societies youre in. But this motto kinda clashes in:
"JUST BE YOURSELF." In either way I will still retain my loud and hyperactive nature eventually. XD
11) I always ask my mom which hair length looks good on me; long OR short, in which the answer is always 'ENTAH'. My friends says that short hair looks better on me, because it shows off my hyperactive, fun persona and it makes my cheeks chubbier...? Some of my friends say that long hair looks better on me, because it goes with my sense of fashion and its suitable with the shape of my face and eyes. [Thus the question remains unanswered]
12) Speaking of which, I have a somewhat weird taste for fashion. I always buy clothes that has something related to 'formality' and 'elegance' -- and has frills and shreds. Even in a normal/short outing, I prefer not to use a t-shirt or something similar to that. My friends often wonder what kind of clothes I will wear in a VERY FORMAL OUTING......
13) I HAVE WEAK BONES. And so, I suffered a lot from sudden cramps--in sleep,usually. Why? Simply because I dont drink milk. Hmm, you may call me a bit fragile, I suppose.
14) I'd rather not sit in cross-legged even in formal occasion. So when you encounter me, dont be surprised when seeing me in a froggie postion (or something not cross-legged, if I'm too embarrassed to do the froggie) Oh, froggie style is kinda opposite to cross-legged; its when your legs is flipped to the outside rather than to the inside.
15) .....I sneezed---like a MOUSE. Or so my friends say.
TAGGED PEOPLE:You, Kau, Anatawa,........and the other seven.
☮ title: the craftman wants to know that antique's true feelings Posted on : Friday, August 8, 2008 @ 10:12 PM
WARNING: GAY CONTENT. IF DISGUSTED/OFFENDED, CLICK HERE.
I was in YAOI mode for some reason and spent the whole morning downloading, reading, watching YAOI manga, doujinshi and animes. Right before I had to go to Tee's place to teach Maths with her siblings, I suddenly remembered something one of my friends gave me: a folder that she warned me not to open it PUBLICLY.
My most favourite of all. Although I have to say that some of them were rather...um-HEAVILY EXPLICIT in more ways than one.
I admit that today I was quite forgetful because I almost forgot that I had a teaching session with Tee's siblings at 2, had to make lunch for Yazin(because he cant do it himself due to his damaged hand) and.....my friend (whose name escapes me....stupid me) gave me ANOTHER folder: a Yaoi manga which I find it intriguing the moment I looked at the cover page.
CRIMSON SPELL
[In attempt to save his country, prince Valdrigue uses the cursed sword, which once belonged to his father. Now he is slowly turning into beast and the only person who can save him is mysterious and powerful wizard Hallwill. In exchange for help Valdrigue must accompany the wizard in his quest for magical devices. Hallwill meanwhile became sexually attracted to Valdrigue in his beast-form. But the prince, who is unaware of his actions as a beast, knows nothing of Hallwill's doings. Meanwhile the curse case seems more complicated than they've anticipated.]
The plot, the art - not to mention the bishonens with their weilding swords and magic is just simply amazing. I recommend this to everyone, well --to those who wont mind reading BL (Boy's Love) as well as the....cough...explicit content. LOL.
I gave you a warning dah,yo. ^^
....I think I should leave before it gets even WORSE.
☮ title: hate the bishonens who live oh so far away from my grasp Posted on : Sunday, August 3, 2008 @ 8:13 PM
So my birthday was like what ---a week ago? HAHA. I do remember it was on Sunday though. But anyway, I wanted to thank to all the people who spared their little precious time just to give me the birthday greeting, dates of when they greeted doesnt even matter - its remembering that counts. Its things like this that makes my day a lot brighter and makes me as happy as gay.
However, as much I hate to say this and my itching need to make an even longer post; I might be on a long HIATUS due to the upcoming MOCK EXAM-which starts on the 18th- and eventually the mortifying A-LEVEL exam. But then I must admit that I have the tendency to have second thoughts so dont be surprised if there will be any updates - although I have a hunch that some of them would probably be TAGGED QUIZZES or random-one word-post.
......nevertheless, 85% on the long hiatus thing.
So right now Im working on my University applications such as Personal Statements, Plan Of Study, Form A & B of Course Research. And the due dates on 4th of August. (Yes, on 2008 --OH SHI-!) I have to be positive now, I will finish them on time. Well, 15% more to go~
I just read Yatti's blog and wow -- she already chose a University. Kinda reminds me of a quote from my friend; "BE KILAT." Well, GANBATTE, Yatti-chan! =D
Yesterday I was in a cosplay mode and spend my time chatting with Nana, Piang and Jeslyn for the upcoming cosplay. It was really fun to have a company of people who shared the same interests as I do. Laughs here and there, not to mention BABY KETCHUP is there for me to snatch --- its called MOTHERLY RAB, people! *coughs*
And we came up with cosplays for Vocaloid, The Golden String, One Piece...and for reasons unknown, Pokemon. Personally I wouldnt mind because its one of the very first ANIME I ever watched (along with Akazuki Cha Cha) and still remains as my favourite. But I am yet financially able.....and physically, I may add. Im getting fat....and thats not good. EXERCISE-DESU! XD
So as a temporary goodbye tribute, I represent to you....
ah yess -- beautiful, cozy-looking GRASS indeed. Yep, definitely a nice place to lay onto.
EPIC.
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will this even happen on an episode where these ill-fated comrade reunite once again? - One can only hope.
☮ title: zettai makenai: i'll defeat you with a camera flash Posted on : Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 1:06 PM
i find the last episode of DEATH NOTE quite....hilarious for some reason. i do not know why,seeing that Raito is goddamnnsmexy; what with the red eye and that maniacal laugh. i gotta tell ya, the psychotic Yagami Light/Raito is too beautiful he should be a sin.
okay. so this last episode shows the last stand of 'god of the new world' and Raito was finnnaaalllyyy cornered by Near and the others. Raito proudly admits that he is indeed Kira and confess his purpose: that is to kill all criminals worldwide as well as the 'despicable' humans that are his obstacles to his purpose, and become a new GOD of the utopia. apparently, Raito was this close to actually kill Near but yes,Matsuda shot him before he had the chance.
my heart skipped a beat when i watched that,but.......
"YOU ASSHOLE! MATSUDA,WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SHOOTING AT?! DONT FUCK WITH ME!!!!"
.......that pretty much has the capital 'GAY' plastered on that scene. oh,how you amuse me,Raito-sama. if only Matsuda would say ''oh. but you're just too good-looking to be unfucked." but then,something like that would never happen-except in my imagination. nyehheh.
sides,being flamed (and chased around) by fellow anti-homoaddicted people would be quite a hassle. =)
in the end,im quite sad yet happy with the death of the killer,it was Ryuk [!] who wrote his name. i think this anime is pure-twisted and deserves to be watched again; ohsoWANTING the watchers to guess who holds all the cards. damn,even the slashy part satisfies my sanity-in episode 25,i think.
'the question:if you were given a Death Note orrr an ability to control all life,what would you do with it?'